Sometimes we need to scracfice in order to pursue our dreams. Once in a while i realised that my perfection is unattainable and someone i know accepts me except me. For now, i aim to make that realisation permanent. Wish my luck! No more efforts to improve my self-esteem I'm going to stop trying to improve my self-esteem. I know it'll not be easy for me. I feels very unnatural and I won't be able to let that easily. I have an image in my mind of "good person" and i try to embody those qualities. With that, i reckon that i can measure up to the standards. I want to judge myself and feels good about that judgement. Being judge by others and coming out OK will be a fabulous one. That's what i wish for. I want to give people a good impression of me and show them that this is the real me. I want to be confident,secure--- to unconditionally accept myself.
